I finally managed to convince my wife to have sex with me. I can’t remember when the last time was, but this was officially the first time since I started this blog. It happened on Saturday, November 7. It was really good. And afterwards, she admitted that she felt closer to me and felt like she loved me more and was more able to handle my obnoxiousness. We then went to see ‘This is It’ and spent a lot of the day bantering. It was really fun, and really pleasant. And I wish I had some way of reminding her of that so it’s not another 2 months or so before it happens again.
In other news, I’ve missed two weigh-ins now. The first on purpose, the second not. I’ve just gotten out of the habit of blogging mostly. So here it is:
Monday’s weight: 268.0
Change from Last weigh-in: +7.2
Overall Change: +1.6
Pounds left to lose: 76.4
I think that basically speaks for itself. The good news is that yesterday I climbed back up on the weight watchers wagon, and am already feeling better today. I wonder if I’ll ever learn that going on these several-week sugar and fat benders is never a good idea for me. On Sunday I hit bottom. I walked the 2 blocks back home from the laundromat, was out of breath, sweating, and feeling really upset and disgusting. I ended up in the bathroom upset and thinking “What the hell am I doing to myself? I am completely miserable, I hate my life, and my clothes aren’t even fitting anymore.” This was cemented by wearing a shirt yesterday that kept riding up all freaking day. I don’t recall ever having this problem with that particular shirt before. Ah, the ever-expanding gut. Not cool at all. So like I said, yesterday I was good. I even turned down chocolate at lunch. And today, despite having been out late last night, I feel pretty fucking good.
Lately I yearn to run. My body isn’t ready yet, and I don’t have time, but it’s definitely time to start laying the groundwork. Time to make walking a priority, and to start doing a few minutes a day of strength stuff like planks, push-ups, sit-ups etc. For the past few days I’ve had the song ‘Proud’ stuck in my head. You know, from The Biggest Loser? “What have you done today to make you feel proud?” (I’d just like to point out that I knew the song well before I ever watched The Biggest Loser.)
I really need to blog more. I am all over the place because too much has gone on that I haven’t written about. Therefore nothing has any depth or meaning. Next time I’ll pick a topic.
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